Time for a Change

It is time for a change

Im switching my look up and its about time

From hair, to makeup and even clothes - this girl is getting a new look

Played with the new do last night and officially made my hair appointment

HELLO ASH BLONDE

Also investing in a cute pair of black bifocals like above (not the 3D movie glasses ;))

IM SO EXCITED

Just like James Dean

You Were Sorta Punk Rock - I Grew Up On Hip Hop

Design boredom at its finest.

Style Crush

Can I just be these women? Please & Thank You.

LANA DEL REY

Being this beautiful should be a sin. Not only is she gorgeous but her music is perfection. 

Marina And The Diamonds

Cutest thing in the WORLD. Go watch her music video Premadonna Girl.

Sky Ferreira 

Not only is she fierce but she is absolutely gorgeous too! Chic & Grunge...prefect combo!

Rockstar Problems

Okay lets be honest we all have a weakness for a guy that can sing and play the guitar. Okay. Maybe not everyone has this weakness but there obviously is something wrong with you if you don't. Ladies, may I introduce you to Brian...

But don't let that guitar and hair blind you from the fact that he has the sweetest, funniest personality in the world! I met Brian out one weekend with some girl friends and we struck up quite an interesting conversation. A few hours later and a scooter ride back to my friends we were already besties! 

A few weeks passed and plans were made. Luckily I got to see this boy again! The weekend consisted of scooter rides, putt-putt, chinese food, guitars, dancing, and a lot of laughter. 

He has a show tomorrow night and depressingly enough I won't be able to go. But i'm sure I'll make it to plenty of them in the future!

Happy (belated) Easter

Happy (belated) Easter

This happened to be my Baby Bear's first Easter and of course he had to get his picture with the Easter bunny. It actually was mandatory that these photos be taken...

Lets just say Bear was petrified at the start. Practically clawed me to death trying to get away. But eventually, they were best friends! 

Life is B-E-A-utiful

Life is truly BEAUTIFUL right now.

I am having the time of my life and realizing how blessed I really am.

As you all know I took a little time off but I'm back and feeling fine ; )

Right now I feel on cloud nine! It's as if everything that should and could possibly go right for me has! If you don't believe me just listen...

Spring Break - Stuck in my boring town because my original plans were definitely a no go. Wednesday night I get a call from a good friend basically saying pack your bags now, we are driving to Florida. So me and two of my loves hoped in a car and drove all night. The weekend was an absolute BLAST! Made too many memories. My favorite of course - heading back into the hotel room passing a tour bus the "band" stops us and asks if we wanna have a few drinks. We say no, but thank you and head on our way. In the hotel room we look up the band...Hinder. But get this, the guy that asked us to party was the lead singer. Whoops! Hinder if you guys ever read this, WE LOVE YOUR BAND!

Austin, Texas - Headed down to Austin for a friends 21st birthday party. Had the time of our lives and luckily didn't have to spend a dime. We basically danced the entire night and made some really great friends. However, towards the later part of the night we headed to this awesome club (name not disclosed) when we arrived the entire alley was filled with close to 200 people waiting to get in. We devised a plan and snuck around to the other side of the alley and just stood on the outskirts watching the doorway, BUT the door man points at us and says "you two...in" yeah lucky right? So of course we sprint through the doors and end up making some amazing friends. Adorable ones too ; ) 

Maroon 5 Concert - I get a call from my bestie telling me that she got Maroon 5 tickets. AWESOME! So we get all dressed up and speed down to Dallas. We get the tickets realizing that we are at the VERY top of the American Airlines arena. Now don't get me wrong, just being there was incredible but I am absolutely petrified of heights. Before making our way to our seats we start a hunt for a frozen drink and right before giving up we turn one last corner "just in case" we said. At that moment, two guys stop us with crew passes and ask us if we wanna trade tickets. We say yes of course and they escort us to a private elevator. A woman grabs us seeing as we have no idea where we are going. She walks onto the floor and then closer to the stage, and closer, and closer, and finally we are at the stage. The tickets we traded for were second row. Lets just say owl city, neon trees and Adam Levine winked and pointed at me all night. My life has been made. 

Can life get any better? 

Love can be like a movie.

It's not that I have writers block. Or that I don't know what to say.

I just don't want to say too much. 

I've taken a break from blogging the past month due to an emotion overload. 

One minute I'm happy, the next I'm extremely mad, and then there is the sadness.

Jordan and I ended things.

I believe in soul mates thanks to my parents. I think that out there somewhere right now, is the person that I am going to spend the rest of my life with. Who knows what he is doing, or if he ever thinks about where I am, but he is there. It's hard for me to write this because I don't know who is going to read it and what computer screens it going to appear on. But I've reached that point, i'm ready to talk. 

I'll keep it simple and too the point. If you love someone, you should make them your world. Be scared to lose them. Always hold their hand. Never make them feel less. And always let them know how much you love them, especially when they least they deserve it. 

The truth always surfaces and it can hurt. This past month others have decided to take it upon themselves and surface the truth. I'll be completely honest, I wish they would stop. I want to look back on our time with a smile not with anger, but it's just so hard to now. I wouldn't trade this past year and a half for the world. I learned so much and feel that I grew immensely. We were just two people who happened to be at the right place at the right time.

But it's time that I discover who I am. Like they always say, you have to learn to love yourself before you can truly love anyone else. I believe this with all my heart. I think I was so focused on putting him first in everything that I lost who I was. I forgot what I wanted and desired. 

But I'm truly happy! I realized that I have the most amazing friends who stuck around, even when I didn't deserve them. I've learned what I truly desire and deserve in a relationship. I am making choices based on what I want and not others. I'm learning to love myself!

Love can be like a movie.